Michaelthefish.

He.

Is

Now

Swimming

In

The

Porcelain

Sea.

With Lawrence.

RIP little boy.

L.

L stands for a lot of things.

Laughter

Life

Little

Like

Lotion

Lots

Large

Lame

Loser

Liable

Load

Love

Lauren.

The reason I bring up Lauren, is because she is coming to visit!!!! (:
I miss her so much, and to be able to spend a little bit of time with her will be utterly AMAZING... just saying.

Isn't she gorgeous?! (I was crying.. ew.)

Fish.

I got fish. 

Michael bought them for me.

I accidentally flushed one down the toilet alive. RIP.

They are cute fish. 

But they might die soon.

I don't know.

I don't speak fish. 

Aw. Cute.

Almost 20.

I work.
nobigdeal.
I've never had a real job before now.
It's pretty cool.
I got my first pay check on Friday.
It was for only one day of work.

$19.49

Do you realize that is almost $20?!

Man, I'm rich.

odd numbers

I don't like odd numbers. If you know me, you know this. They're creepy. 


BUT I have 2 experiences with odd numbers. They don't creep me out this time. 

3.


The number of days I spent in Sandy.
Doing what?...
oh just:
Walking in the rain with no shoes on
Getting 3 new fish named Fines Doubled, Michael, and Lawrence
Accidentally flush Lawrence (still alive) down the toilet. Rest in Peace.
Watching "the firecracker" on Extreme Home Makeover
Catching up with old friends
Freaking out about clothes
Going to the singles ward
Going to Michael Jacob Zajacs farewell (see below)
Going to the after party filled with friends, food and fun
Eating Thanksgiving in a ball for dinner at Laurens
Indulging in cheesecake made by Laurens lovely mother 
Watching Princess Bride (a classic in my life)
Painting my nails multiple colors with Lauren
Watched Tangled
Went to Ikea and made it through the whole store in 10 minutes
SO. MUCH. FUN!

Laurens AMAZING work vest.

The crazy finger nails. 

7.


My worst enemy. I very much dislike odd numbers, but 7 for some reason I just don't like that number at all the most.
June 7th is a day that I can say for once I am a little bit happy for. I still hate the number though. It is the day before Michael goes into the MTC.
He is one of my best friends. 
His parents think we're dating. We're not. haha
7. The day before he is able and worthy and willing to serve on a mission in Richmond Virginia, and to serve the Lord. 
7. The day before one of my best friends is taken away for a whole 2 years with no contact except wonderful letters. 

Good Luck, Michael! I love you and will miss you.

Freak out.

Something that happens to me daily. 
I can't avoid it. 
I over-analyze. 
I deep-think.
I process one too many times.
I let my mind run wild. 
I need to stop...


RELAX.


That's what I need. 

OR.

Me: Lauren, what should I blog about?

Lauren:

blog about work!

or about the beautiful weather!

or about pillows

or about burping

or about clothes

or about sunday

or about couches

or about disney

or about traveling the world

or about tye dye

or about animals

or about sending mail to a friend and her absolutely loving it!

or about trees

or about the sun

or about a song

or about the clouds

or about missionaries

or about food

or about you apartment

or about utah state

or about tv shows

or about light bulbs

or about telephones

or about carpet

or about memories

or about picures

or about spelling things wrong

or about laughing

or about old people

or about the wind

or about secrets

or about being tickled

or about being sick

or about miracles

or about being bored

or about paychecs

or about spelling things wrong again

or about making pie

or about being random

or about going on walks

or about swimming

or about sweeping

or about driving forever

or about sunsets

or about windows

or about love

or about the scriptures

or about nooses

or about books

or about being late

or about sleeping

or about watching glee

or about singing

or about doing this forever

SO..... I decided to blog about the word OR. and that I love Lauren. (: